you don’t have to feel some type of way¬†

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what i would say

creature,

you have been drinking a lot lately. it is off-putting and i get worried about you driving around so drunk. deep as the pain may be, you are much lovelier sober.

l

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I’m so excited ūüėĀ

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well that was overwhelming

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it is a strange thing to wake up in the morning happy, feeling blessed, only to remember that about eight hours ago you actually wanted to run through a brick wall. 

i don’t get like that very often anymore, but it has been coming back ever since he did from time to time. i don’t blame him at all, but his presence is definitely a test of my progress and i just have to remind myself that this whole becoming a better, healthier person is a process.

sometimes i’ll slip up. its okay. i just have to not make other people feel like it is their fault or their responsibility, which makes me sad because i think of myself as someone who is willing to do that for others.

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Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.

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For when we inevitably need to separate ourselves

My love, because I love you, I vow to:

- exit this situation if and when it gets unbearable or unhealthier than it already is

- not speak ill of you to others or in my own mind when this happens

- always remember you as the one that taught me the most

- continue trying to hurt others less

- worry about you to no end

- always kinda love and obsess over you no matter what

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I can imagine the weight of your head against the crease of my left hip. I can feel your arm reach over your head and plop onto my thighs. I can hear you begin to snore. I can hear your brother giggle. I can feel my cheeks get hot because I’m nervous and a little embarrassed. The house doesn’t have air conditioning and were both starting to stick to the leather sofa. I want to get up and put you somewhere you can sleep better, but I don’t want to wake you.

Fuck outta here witcha drunk ass.

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i really think that was the last time we’ll ever hold each other

i don’t think i’ll be able to come back to you again

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i wanted to tell you about yoga school but somewhere long the line i deleted my facebook and now i’m in between throw ups writing this three hours later

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my dearest creature,

you need to unnastan something:

i don’t care for the mystique you’ve cultivated

cause i’ve seen you without your glasses

i pushed the hair out of your face

and you liked it. a lot.

i don’t care for your emotionless demeanor¬†

cause you were worried that one time,

and i’ve felt you smiling in the dark

i swear you be playing too much.

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its something about you that makes it seem like everythings gonna be ok

until i finally start to trust myself again

but lets face it,

we all know how i get when it comes to you.

this is what happens when you take all of my klonopin:

a love story for the ages

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roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

roadkill, play dead

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